I saw a quote from Mischa's post....
"Don't take my kindness for weakness, Bitch, I'll fuck u up :) "
The nicest and most apt line, I'm DYING to say to someone....
and also DYING to keep myself from saying it.....
So either way I'm dying.... slowly but gradually, and there's no resolution. I know I'm not weak, but some people just wouldn't stay the fuck away. Ur stunts are making me so disgusted...
And U of all the people, the only one who can help me, has decided to give up on me too, decided to extend my suffering by not chiding her. I really do not understand. And maybe I'll never understand that I'm just not myself anymore. Just have to pick up my thoughts and let life throw more stones at me. Yes please continue ur tirade, I'm on invulnerability mode..
