When you love someone, it's difficult to let go; it's easy to hold on...
When that someone hurts u, it becomes the exact opposite...
How do you carry on life with someone whom u have not forgiven; I really hate the pretense.
How long would it take to find the good things in him that makes you fall in love with him; when he is no longer the same person; or maybe I just fell in love with a delusion...
What happens when the hurt overrides all other emotions and you cannot just walk away?
I tear; I struggle; I am miserable.
I rage; I scream; I am angry.
I stone; I stare; I am nonchalent.
I look at you and my heart sinks..... and all the emotions refresh again and again and again; until happiness can somehow find its way into my heart again. Till then, nothing is resolved, forgiveness is not real, and love is just a cruel joke.
