Rewind

Two days ag0, my right knee bone came out again, loose ligament and therefore cant hold the knee in place... old injury i acquired from Judo years ag0.... I thought I was used to it and wouldn't panic... I thought after knowing the pains of delivery, what is dislocation? And I realized I was wrong... I was in shock... and I froze there. Lei immediately passed me the ointment and helped me shift the position of my leg. He hugged me tight... though the pain was excruciating, I felt just a little better emotionally. I spent the next half an hour just contemplating the process of putting my bone back; I had to force myself to straighten my leg until there's a 'clut' sound, it was PAINFUL =.= and I teared. I'm just thankful Lei was there with me in such times. In times of woe and happiness, in times of need, in times of trouble, in times of sadness, He stood by me.... and that's why, he's family.

有时候，你希望在你生命中抹去一个人的陪伴，千方百计要他离开时，他坚决要留下来，可是当你最需要他的时候，他却坚决要走，事实就是那么的讽刺。我曾经为了这件事感觉很懊恼，现在才发现原因已不重要了，因为家庭才是最温暖的，而我‘有雷有雨’是最幸福事的。