After reading through some blog posts... I realised I really dislike arguments, quarrels, politics, squibbles.. or any other term suited for what's going around. I always wondered what kind of a person am I... and I realised that..
1) I dislike hostility because I'm a very emotional person. If there is a possibility of hurt or anger or frustration, I could jolly well give up the whole thing. The 'thing' in question here could refer to friends, acquaintance, an activity, a habit and so on. I do not want to give myself unncessary emotional stress, unless I didnt safeguard myself against it.
2) I do not like to quarrel, whether it's typing or verbally, because I am brought up in such a way that making peace is the way of life. Quarreling srsly disrupts my whole inner being.. my moral upbringing and all that's related. Any sort of vulgarities is strictly prohibited and I do not like to use or hear of such language. Due to this reason, I usually lose out if a quarrel arise.. -.-" The 5 letter B word and the 4 letter F word is the limit to my capability of vulgarities and even that capability is seldom displayed.
3) I am not a confident person; I have many insecurities but I am not shy to admit it. Afterall, that is how I am. I hope I didnt trouble people too much due to how I am.. I really don't like to trouble people.. it irks me to think that I could be a nuisance. Sorry if I have been a nuisance to anyone in my life...
4) I like drawing... I like music.... and anything that really touches my soul and heart. It's time when I indulge in drawing and music, that I am truly myself.
