okie, the pattern didnt really follow: it was very good to good and now it's just really average. Please don't become a bad day tomorrow. lols. Why? Cause I only g0t 3 hrs of sleep, and worst is, I wasnt even woken up. I just woke up suddenly, like i was wide awake. Stunning considering HOW MUCH I <3 to sleep!
The bruises are more or less gone now; I rub them whenever I notice them. Ugly o.o I'm going to the doctor later, hope he doesnt prescribe those big and round pills for me; it's gonna kill me almost literally. Anyone who knows me a little better knows that I cant swallow pills! =x When I have a fever, i take children's liquid form of medicine with double dosage. LOLS!
Training was quite strange ytd; I wonder if it was due to lack of training tgt or is it that my new ggc nick has no POWER. HAHA. sheRicA is still alot more ME ... but she's gonna disappear for a few weeks at least; hibernating till spring comes.
Talking about seasons; do you know why the national flower for Japan is sakura (Ying Hua) ? It's because Japan's average life-span is rather short due to natural disasters. YingHua might only last a few days to a week when it blossoms; but when it does, the sight is so beautiful it will overwhelm u. It's a form of encouragement that though life might be short, at least u blossom before, that is, living your most beautiful moments. To live, to love and to behold before, even if we eventually lose it, is worth so much more than not even having an existence before.
Yuan lai zai wo xin li, Lei hai shi di yi wei, ying wei ta wei wo fu chu tai duo tai duo, wu lun wo nen bu nen ba yi qian de na fen gan qing zhao hui lai, wo hui yi zhi zhi chi zhe ta... wo qian ta tai duo le... ru guo mei you wo, ta xian zai hui kai xin hen duo.. dui bu qi, wo hao xiang yi jing wu fa gei ni xing fu le.... bu guo wo hui yi zhi jian chi xia qu... zhi dao ni shuo.. ni bu ai wo le....
