It's 550 am in the morning and I am still not aslp. Mj has rendered my bodyclock haywire. In this mode, it appears that blogging is a extremely delightful thing. I do not rephrase what I type; no correction in vocab grammer or so on so forth. I actually decided to leave blogging about my 1 year anniversary till later, but since it's gonna be tmr, 21st of Oct, there shd be a prelude today. I have been feeling queer since delivery and it's great that I'm getting used to this lifestyle. Lei and me does seem to have more responsibilities and commitments than many others our age but we are trying hard to be who we need to be. Maybe that's why our love which was full of chemical reactions has settled to a sweet liquid form. Many around us are skeptical of our relationship while others are convinced that ours will overcome all rough patches. Even as the person involved, I am also confused. The conviction that I love him is undeniably strong, I love him. Even so, the road ahead is daunting and I hope this love will never dwindle under pressure. If it does, is that love? I always thought me and Lei understands each other perfectly, but now I realised we still have a long way to go to understand each other's needs, concerns and ways of handling situations etc. The cliche line that says 'Any other day can be V day if u love each other' doesnt work on me for one year anniversary. Thinking of our impending first year anniversary brings a smile to my face. The delivery of our precious Sheriel is a milestone in our relationship and so is our first year anniversary. Although I've repeatedly said this to myself many times, I am still going to say that I thank the higher being up there for giving me Lei and my lovely babe sheRieL ..... you 2 make my life so much more complete... With Lei around, life is progressive and fruitful, he makes me a woman in so many ways. Lookin forward to Happy 1St YeaR anniversary and 100 more to go :)
'From This Moment On' by Shania Twain perfectly describes me and lei's Love...
From this moment....... life has begun........
