I didnt realise how much misery one can feel, seeing her beloved being bullied. And this misery can translate to frustration and even anger.... destructive negative emotions. Like I said, Lei's too nice a guy and being the way he is, too many people intentionally or subconsciously take advantage of his goodness. It's not that he doesnt know.... sometimes he does; and at other times, he gives pple the benefit of the doubt. As he lay down on the bed, his frustration came seething thr. the air, I can feel it instantly..... and it brought alot of pain and sense of helplessness to me; I wish I can soothe his emotions.... but I knew silence was always his best companion at such times. Like he said, 'I'll be fine after a good slp....' I think it's time for him to learn how to express his emotions in tangible terms; they say it helps alot with coping and being heard. Then again, all of us have different ways of handling situations. Pardon my biasness, but I think nice guys like him are on the verge of extinction; so please, all of you out there who are used to his kindness, spare a thought for him....
I love u laogong.... slp tite :)
