My nonchalance is surprisingly unbelievable. -.-"
Maybe I am stubborn; I'm not susceptible to change; Resistant to it
I find it hard to smile or even say hi or bye
Cuz by the time I do that, I hope it's totally sincere.
Till then, I guess I have to ask for more tolerance n patience.
I've analysed that this has become mainly a professional thing.
That desire to achieve and the insight of another's desire has persuaded me to continue. But things are still sad from my pov.
It's a choice between disappointing who; and decisions are always cruel.
I just hope I've been nice to myself in the process; maybe the one I let down....is the person I know best.. and yet the least........ myself.
