The whole world.. and even my parents may not know...
but I love my mum and dad.
I'm grateful for all that they've done for me
and I'm sry that I'm forever not reaching their expectations.
And I know deep down inside, that they want the best for me, care alot for me, and they nvr gave up on me.
Maybe... I gave up trying to face reality... to face them.
Ashamed and guilty,
I am still not cherishing the time that I can choose to spend with them.
I'm still like a lost child, wanting to find her way home, yet afraid to be home.
Will I lose everything that I have out there, if I find my way back?
What will compromise mean?
Mum has overcome cancer. Now she's scheduled for 3 brain scans. I hope the higher being up there.. would spare her from all these sufferings.. from all the pain that sickness brings. -prays-
