Recently, there's this hoo-ha about dota girls' teams.... and forming new girls' teams. I wonder what's the point of a trial, if someone has already been choosen. 2nd girls' team I guess. I'm so detached from the dota comm. nowadays that from an outsiders' point of view, it's almost hilarious. And to think I am gonna let myself be caught up in these affairs again. Silly me...5v5 girls' match, I wasn't there; Asterisks' trial, I wasn't there. And the only place I've been near to the dota comm. is at eg. And that's cuz b4 our movie, me n lei went down for a game or two.
I don't like to be nice, being nice gets a dota girl into trouble. Either it gets you into trouble, or it gets u frustration! So let's be specific and clear. everyone wants a strong team; unless u're so passion driven and willing to learn but still u want a strong team. Yes, any new girls or the guys who wants to take the girls, can gurantee me improvement, but nobody can deny that it takes time and lots of efforts to improve. I don't look down on newcomers; similarly I don't lie and give them false hope. If I was the sheRicA 2 years ago, the way I say things or treat dota girls wud be very different. I don't have that time and effort to train up a team and then see it fail. That tortise form of improvement is not what I desire. Your 'unity' and 'continuity' and 'prestige' has perhaps serve as inspiration, but for me, it was a waste of time. So back to the topic about girls' team, what's so fantastic and wonderful anyway? I duno, but since I'm kinda of freelance dota now, I'm just gonna ride on the 'girls' teams wagon'. Yes I would probably join rev0 or dn* girls' teams, and the decision would be made next monday.
Many people hold high expectations of me as a female dota player. I seriously hope whoever I join, I do not let the team down. If I have to give up some players because I join one of the teams, the decision would probably be skill-based. I have nothing personal against any female players eg huayan, kimchi, kellymilkies, daph, valerie etc etc. So do forgive me if I make comments on your skills. I'm very touched by dn and rev0's sincerity in recruiting me, err it was kinda of unexpected because I am really quite detached from the dota scene nowadays. Maybe there are just too few competitive dota girls around. LOL. I may not be as good as what pple perceive me to be, but I will try to be better than what pple expects. =)
Highly inspired by huayan's blog abt her passion and goal in dota.. sounds so much like what I wanted for myself long time ago.... before things happened and crushed my ideals. LOL. kinda of find kelly's persistence and determination in dota comm quite interesting. it provides a different perspective for me. U noe, if I was in her shoes, I would probably just mia. Have to admire her for that though many of u out there wud differ.
p.s: NEVER catch a dota girl when they are pms-ing, they are highly dangerous!
