Hi blog.....
received a big bag of presents from dk today at chinatown hq3. Again, nobody cares abt how i feel...... it's only about how nice he was and how fucked up i am rejecting his 1mth plan. Ok, so i'm fucked up.... and freaking disappointing. I just want all of u out there to know how stressed up I am... Stop killing me softly with love.... I'm almost gone. I deal hurt... in the most fucked up way... becos I'm so tired of this situation, nonsense, crap.... watever u call it..... love triangle? Do I deserve to be tormented, tortured and pressured these few weeks? Why is everyone siding with DK and Lei? Can't someone give me a pat on the back.... give me a bearbear hug... and tell me, 'hey girl, it's not your fault k? U're not hurting anyone. It's okay to take your time to choose and decide. Don't let the stress get into your head. U just have to b who you are'....
Heh, guesss an imaginary person is not too bad..... LOL...... self-comfort..... o.O not very comforting.... how do I get out of this? It's suffering..... guess i shd just tear myself to slp...... nites blog.... peace out
